I wanted to be a ballerina, but my sense of direction caused me to go left when all the other dancers went right. Art classes came next. I can draw with pencils, pen and ink, and crayons. I can use a watercolor wash to spice up my line drawings. But, finally I landed on writing some things down in 9th grade. I read poetry at night before bed, and I wrote verse and poems during the day. I was in school during the race riots in 1967. I had a short poem published in an anthology collected by George Mendoza. I entered writing contests in Detroit newspapers and the Detroit Public Library. I received a bit of attention from these efforts.
Then I went to college on a creative writing scholarship. The classes were fun, and I liked writing almost as much as I liked dancing. I had good feedback from my writing professors. Others in those classes hated me.
I write and illustrate picture books for children. I became a Kindergarten teacher. Kiddie Lit. (my mother called it that) was my avenue for free expression of my muse.
I married at age 24. My husband sat me down and told me that he was unique. I looked at him with snake eyes. Then, I burst into laughter and asked him how unique he was. He was a social studies teacher at the junior high. He was a basketball coach.
“I intend to be an athletic director.” I laughed and laughed. My father was in school administration and my mother and I called him an Ass Prince. “Oh,” I said, stifling my giggling. “You are not unique. I intend to be a writer.” I had been thinking of going to New York City to write in a small garret apartment with a cat before we married.
So, he became another Ass Prince like my dad in a small town that did not require a traffic light. I found myself alone with a cat while he was at work. I decided, after washing windows and screens once a week in our house, that I would write. I thought, “Pulp fiction” would be my best bet.
I began writing science fiction. I never read any science fiction. I just thought, “How hard can it be?” I let my imagination roam distant galaxies. I imagined aliens in a strange universe, living much as humans on earth. I wrote about space travel and developed characters with funny names.
I bought a Writer’s Market. No computers back then…and I looked up Isaac Asimov’s Science Fiction Magazine. Hopeful, I included a self addressed stamped envelope with my story. Then I sat on the mailbox much as a bird sits on a nest. Within a week I received an envelope from Isaac Asimov’s editorial staff. I trembled as I opened it, still walking back to my very clean house.
In it was a small slip of paper, not even a full sheet of paper. It was my first rejection slip. I wallowed in despair. Then, I got mad, and wrote science fiction, a story a day. Rejection slip, after rejection slip were mailed to me. Finally, I received a fully edited version of my last submission. It was George Scithers! He wrote, in red ink, “Do not give up! You need a science lesson or so to add black holes, space travel jumps, and cryo-sleep. The universe is immense and your stories have aliens grocery shopping. Your stories need to show the vastness of the universes you create.” I was excited, but depleted. I bought an Issac Asimov’s Science Fiction Magazine. I read it from cover to cover and decided, in my ill willed youth, that I did not even like science fiction at that time in my life.
I do now, of course, and I respect it. I do not attempt to write it.
